dear diary, my teen angst has a 9-5

My family don’t understand each other,

we speak in the dialect of ums, ‘que’s and huhs;

My brother watches me clean,

then wonders why I’m pissy;

My writing could turn me into someone worthy

though it’s all in my head. It

sits and gathers dust until

the capacity is reached

and its most crucial parts are

discarded.

My volition is missing, so

my family still don’t understand

each other;

It was easier in diapers,

before he left

his band shirts to collect dust

I stumbled around in high heels

covered in makeshift sharpie tattoos

on skin that has now regenerated thrice;

He doesn’t see the colours,

doesn’t appreciate neon greens and pinks;

It’s my turn to be misunderstood,

it would be fun; my first piercing

I feel like a creeproduction, a replica

My hair is poly and my personality

consists of uncanny brush strokes;

Harder to tell what's closer and

who's farther,

our local tongue has been bastardised, so

believe me when I mutter,

'I can't hear you'